It was some time to write any thing here so first I must say I hope you had a blessed Christmas, blessed New Year and Epiphany.

I do not have very many thoughts I feel very worthey of shareing right now. So this will be a little boring of a post, I guess. But thanks to God my family and I are doing well. I have been writing some very (amateaur) poetry in my free time and I hope so some of them will be enough good to share in this blog soon.

I am feeling thankfull and loveing, I have some days where the greif for my father feels very strong but the greif is changeing slowly in to beautifull memorys.


I know I am feeling better because I have started bakeing again!! That is a good sign for me.


So with this post only I will conclude with saying thanks to our Lord, and to offer prayers for anyone reading this who they need prayers.


And I hope so I can write a more interesting blog post very soon.


Diogenes is still awake

But he can not love his bride

Georgia is a trembling one

She has run to hide.


Diogenes heart is full

But he can not let it free

Georgia is locked in misplaced love

Not where she wants to be.


He went on his knees to pray

First he did not know what to say

A sinner like him black like tar

Did not know forgiveness

Was not so far away.


His heart was broke

His mind some times mad

His smile was only half

His eyes was always sad.


He loved her for one minute

He could not love her more

He closed his heart and run

Out of the marital door.


He loved her for one minute

One minute could not suffice

Diogenes remain her love

Her virtue and her vice.










“Rejoice, O Mother,
beholding Me as a Babe and resting in thine arms;
for I have come to take away all the pain of Adam,
which he suffered because of the evil counsel of the serpent.
Tasting of the tree he found himself removed from the
sweetness of Paradise
and subject to corruption.”

(Forefeast of Nativity)



Wisdom from Archimandrite Thaddeus of Vitovnica.

FB_IMG_1545263633354“Now the forces of evil are trying to unite the human race in order to establish a “new world order” for the coming of the Antichrist. But it does not work. They wonder why, because they are so faithfully serving the devil? They complain to him that they can not complete the case because of the Orthodox. And the devil himself also complains that, because of the Orthodox, he cannot fulfill his hellish plan.
And as long as there are humble and meek souls among us who constantly pray that the Lord will not allow evil, for the sake of such souls the satanic plan cannot be realized, for them and for the sake of innocent children the sun still shines and God blesses us. ”

Archimandrite Thaddeus of Vitovnica

What hapened to working on love?

I think so some times we think love is suposed to be a perfect easy thing which comes easy. Some thing never will make you feel pain,, and never be dificult or require effort and work.

I am not judging this woman,, I only want to give it as example. A woman I do not know well, I can say she is acquaintance. She and her husband have got 3 beautiful sons,, and if I ever saw a couple very in love I would say it was them. So beautiful couple who always was seeming very in love. I saw her on the weekend and she introduced me to her fiance, for sure I was feeling very shocked, and she said she had divorce from her husband before 6 months.

I can not judge her, I do not know theyre story. It is between them.and God. But I can feel,, what is hapening? Maybe in the situation of this woman and her husband it was bad circumstances, But it hapens with very many people. How many times people seem happy the one moment and the next moment they are divorced?

I know how it is to experience dificult times in your marriage, I know how it is to feel you are not strong enough to continue with the marriage. But we make vows, we make promise. To our spouse and to the Lord. When dificult times come,, and for sure they hapen, do we just quit? We say ok we are tired let us move to the next one and start again? What about the children? We can pursue our own “happyness” with the expense of our childrens?

Love some times is not easy, some times love will “crown you” and other times “crucify you”. This is what it means to be in this world, it is our ship and is not our home. We must to pray for strength to not throw love out of the door when only it needs a little bit of fresh air. We must to work for it.